Duality

I am confused. I am not used to this kind of behaviour. Perhaps I am, but that is not what is confusing me.

From what I have known so far, people, generally are manipulative. They generally are mean. They are egocentric. Yet in spite of being all these, at least they have a mind of their own! They can think for themselves. And I have been lucky enough to have met many who are of this kind.

But, you… no. You aren’t any of these. You are plain dumb!

And I am scared of dumb people. Simply because, they don’t have a mind of their own and can get easily drawn away. For e.g. you.

You, as I now think of you, aren’t (or rather weren’t) what I thought you were. You judge people on the basis of what others tell you and not on the basis of your impression of the people and that is what confounds me.

I never knew you possessed this quality too. You are a real surprise package!

At first I was only drawn towards you, but now I am totally drawn towards you. And that is because I am curious… I really really am… I can’t fathom you! How could I have missed seeing that you had put on a mask all this while?

It is unbelievable that I am actually affected by this behaviour of yours! Yes.. you are having an effect on me!

I can’t figure you out! ‘What’ are you?
Do what you feel like. Honestly, I have stopped caring. When you can’t even think for yourself, I am sorry, I cannot help you either! Go on, behave as you like and avoid me as much as you wish to, because I…. simply do not give a damn anymore.

Just one remorse, why was I so blind?